Accompany

Whenever I got sick, I notice that I have personal demand: I don't want an companion, even in the hospital. The reason for me is clear that I don't want to be others' burden and wasting their time to accompany me. All I need are TV, music and books. That's it. Simple but sometimes confuse others. Yet I appreciate some simpathy calls or visits.

And this is also my act when friends got sick or admitted into hospital. I could only spend half-day and it tears my body off.

So that's I feel. Is it a bad act?